As he continues his legal battle to expunge his charges, he has found support and guidance in a youth program called Mr. Dad’s Father’s Club. There, he connected with his mentor Joseph Williams, who Belfield said took the time to get to know his story and learn about his interests.
Belfield said his experience has led him to see how the criminal legal system is flawed and widened his perspective about what other people like him may be going through. “Life is really traumatic,” he said. “Just to get up every day and to pretend like everything is good is hard for a lot of people.” His personal experience has inspired him to study the criminal legal system and the connections he has made through the program have empowered him to believe it’s possible to make a difference.
Black and Latino Chicagoans, on average, witness at least one shooting by the time they turn 14, according to a study published this year. There are many programs in Chicago looking to help young people like Belfield heal from the trauma they experience from living in neighborhoods with high rates of gun violence, but unlike the connection Belfield succeeded in making, not all of these programs are reaching the young people they set out to help. Some youth say they often don’t feel heard and that the programming doesn’t necessarily reflect their specific needs.
The Trace spoke to more than a dozen organizations and a dozen young people to assess whether youth programming effectively reaches its intended participants. Organizers said they need to create a space where young people feel safe, heard, and valued, even if trauma makes it harder to build trust. Youth interviewed said they are not always aware of the resources available to them and they need more accessible and effective programming offered throughout the year. “Violence, conflict, gun violence, all of these issues, manifest from needs that are not met,” said Shane Calvin, the communications coordinator for Circles and Ciphers, a youth-led restorative justice organization.
Needs can’t be addressed if young people don’t feel safe enough to ask for help. “It does take some young people some time to get comfortable,” Calvin said. “The outside world, it can make you feel disposable if you have moments where you are less than perfect.”